I told you from the beginning that I was a monster. Please know I never wanted to hurt you. I do still love you.
I always have been and alway will be a selfish terrible person.
Crying myself to sleep again. I thought I was stronger than this.
Spending another night alone. Sad and miserable
I don’t know if I’m supposed to talk to you, or what to even do. I pray everyday that you are okay
I’ve been sick to my stomach all day, I pray you are okay, and that what i did was right. I hope you can see that all I want is for you to be okay
I hope you can forgive me, I just need to protect you and make sure your safe
I hate being this sad and alone
I haven’t been able to sleep a whole night through since this all started
Ive lost the best thing i ever i had in my entire life