Crying myself to sleep again. I thought I was stronger than this.
Spending another night alone. Sad and miserable
I don’t know if I’m supposed to talk to you, or what to even do. I pray everyday that you are okay
I’ve been sick to my stomach all day, I pray you are okay, and that what i did was right. I hope you can see that all I want is for you to be okay
I hope you can forgive me, I just need to protect you and make sure your safe
I hate being this sad and alone
I haven’t been able to sleep a whole night through since this all started
Ive lost the best thing i ever i had in my entire life
I dreamt about you again
I ruin everything good that I have.